Sometimes…

Sometimes it seems to me that I’m not working hard enough, sometimes that I’m not good enough.

Sometimes it seems to me that I should be more productive, sometimes that I should do more with my time.

Sometimes it seems to me that I’m not knowledgeable enough, sometimes that I can’t do any better.

Sometimes it seems to me that I’m sleeping too much, sometimes that I’m not paying enough attention.

Sometimes it seems to me that nothing makes any sense, sometimes that I shouldn’t be wasting so much time.

Sometimes it seems to me that it’s not worth it, sometimes that I should just give up.

And sometimes, just sometimes, it seems to me that I should pay no attention to the sometimes that are bothering me.

And sometimes, just sometimes, it seems to me that something I do is actually worth something to someone.

And that’s exactly why sometimes matter.